pls forgive the typos

maybe that sounds sanctimonious, probably….

but all i could think of when reafing that was ‘these are things IVE thought of’ so many times throughout a trying few years, an endless circle of hopeless negativity that had me reaching for a knife numerous times
he wasnt as alone as he presumed, if he’d just branched out and researched some different sources to overcome the crippling negativity that was afflicting him….but he turned in on himself!

it takes a leap of faith i think to beleive in anything more than the individual right now
but thats the rub because its the only then can we even entertain the idea of starting to clean this mess up

Reality is NOT what were being sold

there will always be those who advocate a netizchean ubermensch philosophy, life for the strong & so forth; why not
its tremendously appealing for the disenfranchised who are growing by astonishing rates
its adolescent & supremely self absorbed & a perfect escalation from our self obsessed navel gazing way of life
But When nihilism is so rampant, embraced by the mainstream to the degree it is i seriously begin to question its validity….then i get angry
This what becomes of trying to be god
such profound isolation that it drives most crazy

i have deep suspicions that this is how things are ’supposed’ to be
I’m more of that lunatic fringe, its more likely that those sitting atop the heap on this dilapidated rock have pushed circumstances to the point that their predator mindset is being adopted world-over withuot a second thought, wether we realize it or no, were manifesting their reality for them
& for what?
Does it HAVE to be like this no matter what your screens are telling you?
This age of democracy is an illusion
Were still living under a boot only now were being manuevered into believing that we cant even take care of ourselves!
When Aristocarcy returns (think its debateable that it truly ever left) We’ll be in such a miserable state that we’ll BEG for someone to take us by the collar

Call it paranoid, i don’t really care

Sad thing is more and more ‘lone’ psychos are going to materialize in these coming years, count on it
we need to start waking up to the fact that yes, we are ALL connected

As it is above
So it is Below